Monday, June 04, 2007

Week-end wrap up

Once again, the week-end went by way too quick, except of course, the part where I had a home inspection that lasted 2+ hours and the buyers hung out for another 1/2 hour. That felt like an eternity, especially since the A/C in the house wasn't on, it was 90* with high humidity. I'm so glad that is over.

There are so many things in life to look forward to, and somethings that just plain suck, or give me anxiety that I just wish were over and done with. I have to learn to better enjoy the moment, as time moves so fast. Although I can't wait to go camping, or to Tennessee, or golf tomorrow night, I want to learn to be happy in the moment, because before I know it, it's the next week or month. Life needs to slow down.

This week-end was MomG's birthday which was nice. We ordered Chinese, and played the new Mario Party 8 for Wii. It's really fun. I had a short visit with B&B on Sunday which was good. Probably the best part of the week-end was Friday night Billy brought home some great steaks which he barbecued and cooked some asparagus. It was a nice dinner and just the two of us. It's a great feeling to have someone that will cook and care for you. Very indulgent and luxurious.

Once again this week-end I discovered that that squeaky bitch gets the grease. I hope that when people do something nice for me it is because they love me, and I deserve it, rather than to shut me up, prove something to others or make their life easier. It really makes me laugh seeing someone go through life with custom made blinders on, seeing things, not what for they are, but what they want to see.

I've decided that I'm not going to post the rest of the Letter to a Friend. I'm over it. I feel better having it written out and filed on the computer. It's a waste of my thoughts, sanity and energy to go any further. I don't want or need to be That Person. Enough said. I hope for KT that the pins and needles sensation dissipates. You should write your own letter, it's quite cathartic.

Life is good, but moving too quickly. I love how uncomplicated my life is, it makes me so happy. I owe Billy for everything I have and am. He's truly the best.

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